There are shadows that race around; seen only from the corners of my eyes.

There are voices inside my head. 

There are voices singing, voices whispering, shouting voices; telling lies.

 

Hopelessness wraps around me in a blanket of despair. I look about in dimness, seemingly unaware.

Life's not fair!!!

 

I am dumb, I feel numb. I cannot speak. I seek the truth, it comes in blurry visions bidden from my youth,

"Life's not fair!!!"

I say things you don't want to hear, so you don't listen when I tell you that I live in fear.

  Your only worry is that you have lost me.

  My worries are beyond my grasp; out of reach.

  I'm sailing away, floating away. I am lost.

No worries..... I am lost.