Story by "Cerys"
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Exactly one year ago tonight this all started.
For the first time I tried a hash cake. One hour later I was freaking out
and my partner thought he might have to take me to a mental hospital. the
next morning I woke up from my nasty trip and nothing has felt the same
since.
Everything feels different and strange. I am
constantly questioning why am I hear? Who am I? What's my body what's real
and it wont stop.
at times I wake up in the morning and my
partner looks like a stranger to me and the same with my own mother. I
sometimes get ridiculously paranoid thoughts. I mainly shake them off and
can still do my job. I don't think I can live the rest of my life like
this.
At least reading your experiences has made me realize
I am not alone and my troubles are probably some chemical imbalance caused
by the hash cake. I do not help myself with worrying about death
constantly and other things. I really hope I can feel normal again one
day. If anyone needs to talk, feel free to email me on syrecmils@hotmail.com
Cerys
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