Story by "Melissa"
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I feel like I'm in a bubble watching my life --but what
I'm watching ain't real--the inside of the bubble is...I can look at
something then turn away and wonder if I really looked or just imagined
it....sometimes when I speak I can feel myself separating ,I can tell I'm
separating because the only sound I hear is my voice --but is it really me
speaking? I question every thought and every action ---its like watching a
machine of yourself ---you feel and hear your heart pumping everything
goes numb its almost like your floating --and when you swallow you can
still feel yourself trying to leave.....I have so many gaps of lost time
in my life......
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