Story by "Melissa"

 

I feel like I'm in a bubble watching my life --but what I'm watching ain't real--the inside of the bubble is...I can look at something then turn away and wonder if I really looked or just imagined it....sometimes when I speak  I can feel myself separating ,I can tell I'm separating because the only sound I hear is my voice --but is it really me speaking? I question every thought and every action ---its like watching a machine of yourself ---you feel and hear your heart pumping everything goes numb its almost like your floating --and when you swallow you can still feel yourself trying to leave.....I have so many gaps of lost time in my life......      

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